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i had a wonderful morning,
getting up early and sat there

The music, the atmosphere and the concentration
i will not lose the attempt of trying to rebuild my utopia
being busy is not being myself
espcially when there is a war going on right through my mind

The everyday battle i experience
never tells me who the victim is
It is the feeling of nothingness
Nothing can be done to untie the knots
And this is against my belief!
I used to be so sure that there indeed will be a way out of the chaotics!
however i am now so exhausted that the heart is slowing down

I doubt myself with my choices.
I look into my hands and see nothing
I open my mouth and none is to come out but complaints
this ain't right
Seek for the solution.

Read the Great minds
Hear the Great minds
Think the Great minds
and give yourself an open world.

There is always something else waiting beneath each shadow
Even if i haven't found it,
it will be found eventually...